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[29 Jul 2005|04:45pm] |
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my life couldnt get any better right now!! im having to best time with ppl i havent hung out with for awhile and we r getting really close again and i LOVE IT
lj is stupid...so are we...
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[28 Jun 2005|05:36pm] |
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I give up! one day we r fine..then the next day.. im a peice of dirt...
UGH!!!!!!
how can someone i love so much...make me cry every single day?!
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[26 Jun 2005|12:06am] |
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life is fucked up and so is everyone else
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[24 Jun 2005|03:06pm] |
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UGH WE DID IT!!! i graduated!!! ugh u have no idea wat a good mood i am in right now!
after graduation me sara alysha allison steff chelsea and whitney and all our families went to BJs and we had a BLAST!!! ugh we had the most random conversations!!
so..anyway..i cant believe im actully going to highschool! im gunna be so lost the first couple of days!! i dont know were ANYTHING IS!!! i really hope i stay close with the ppl im close with now and make new friends and get closer to ppl im not that close with..highschool is gunna be very differrent from middle school and i have a funny feeling that im really gunna like it! =D so...annyway..pics will be posted of today and a couple other days<3
2: my two BESTEST SCHOOL FRIENDS EVER!!!!!!
[sara]ok..wow..i know i wrote everything i needed to in ir yearbook but leme just say..THANK GOD I HAD U AS MY BEST FRIEND the past two years..they wouldnt have been the same if i didnt have you part of them! we have gone through so much..like likeing the sane guys and getting in stupid lil arguments and laughing at and with eachother and at aly! lol...i just really hope u know how much u truley mean to me cus we r really gunna need eachother in highschool! we r gunna have eachothers backs no matter what! and i know things r gunna change but our friendship better not!!!♥♥
[alysha]ugh i just love u soooo efing much...i know u dont use ur computer so u wont see this but i just wanna say thanx..if im ever having a bad day i can always come to u and u just put a smile on my face! i enjoy every minute i spend with u and i wouldnt exchange them for anything else! ur so sweet and u care so much about other ppl! i really hope we stay friends and become even closer then we r now!! xox♥♥
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[19 Jun 2005|09:57am] |
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one thing to say....
boys r ASS HOLES!! =]
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[17 Jun 2005|11:35pm] |
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wtf did i do to deserve all of this!!! everyone is treating me like shit! not even my own twoo bffs r helping me out! the onely ppl that r being nice to me and treat me like im a human being are the ppl i expect it from least...but i geuss it just goes to show the ppl that u think less of think more of u..and i think i should take that into consideration....
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[13 Jun 2005|08:13pm] |
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ladies and gents... the L is back in love....=D
alright...im sure most of u have seen these pics already but i have nothing to update about=]
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[23 May 2005|10:21pm] |
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the one u love.... is the one u cant havee.. </33>
( depression+bordum=me )
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[21 May 2005|11:39pm] |
ugh this week has beem so stress full! i pulled a muscle in my leg/hip and it hurts like a MOTHER! i can barley walk! lol..sooo anyway..ive had rehersal this whole week and im POOPED! so heres the scoop...im in love with two guys and i dont know which one i like...they both have their pro and cons...but i really like both of them lol...oy!
so..i went to the mall with steff and matt about a week ago..pics will be posted
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[13 May 2005|04:37pm] |
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alright...so...ive had some good days and some bad days this week...
the good part is..i have an amazing boyfriend! the bad part is..i spent most of the past couple of says crying...dont ask...
well...i just wanna thank whitney...she came staright over to my house when she found out i was upset and brought me gifts! && she stayed with me and gave me a advice...which is wat a big sister should do! i love u babe sooooo much!!! ok..so im going on a double date (kinda triple) tomorrow night..cant wiat!
pics will be posted!!!! ♥♥
comment w/ wat u think my greatest feature is!!
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[07 May 2005|07:22am] |
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OK so latley ive been feeling like im loosing my best friend...she is going threw alot rihgt now and i really feel bad cus it seems like i "havent been there for her" which is so true! ive been so caught up with golden..my family..fights..that i havent even taken the time to think of wat hell she is going through.. this girl means the world to me and im starting to think im taking advantage of herr..and i dont wanna feeel that way anymore..so if theres ANY WAY i can make it up to u babe LET ME KNOW PLEASEE!i feeel like shit cus im not doing my bff job...im the one whos sapossed to be there for her when she needs a sholder to cry to! but some how i feel like she doesnt wanna tell me wats up..and maybe shes embarressed...i douno...but i dont wannt her to be..ugh..♥
anywayy..i found my new loverrr! hehe =D...
so umm..leave a comment with ur best friends full name and why u love them so much!...here ill do mine
SARA NICOLE GIANNOTTA u r my world..my shinning star...my princess..my sister...my care giver..my EVERYTHING...MY BEST FRIEND EVER♥
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[26 Apr 2005|07:53pm] |
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ugh! well..i can finally breath again knowing everything is ok..i talked to him and we r kool..thank god!
ok..so..i dont really have anything to say (update about) so comment with ur greatst memory of us and your favorite inside joke we have lol!!!! peacee..
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[24 Apr 2005|12:55am] |
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wow...i cant stop thinking..just about ... everything.. i dont think anyone will ever go threw the pain i just went threw..i feel like my hearts been torn into a million peices and stomped all over on top of that! ugh its hurts so bad to know i cant be with him...ppl say that they have felt that before but i dont think ppl know how bad i feel!! i feel like shit! ugh! i just wish i never laid eyes on him...trying to get over him is gunna be by far the hardest thing ever! i cant express how im trulliy feeling becus some dumbass is gunna post an anonymous comment saying "u fucking emo" or something .... so w.e ...
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[20 Apr 2005|08:32pm] |
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heyy guyss...well i think im gunna make this a long entry..cus this seems to be the only place i can go and tell how im feeling and not get yelled at or get attitude to the face!....
soo..ive been really out of latley and feeling kinda depressed..well i geuss i have a reason to be deppresed..it seems to me that the person who tries to be the good guy in certin situations...always looks like the bad guy in other ppls eyes...but i think im just guna stop helping my bffs..no1 wants my opinon anyways so why waste my breathe trying to help...im not gunna make this whole entry about my depression cus i hate entries like that..but i just need to get some of it out..without getting in a fight with some1...so basically is wat im trying to ask is..I NEED SOME ADVICE! wat do u think i should do? keep giving some1 advice..even tho they dont like it (but im TRULY right) OR stop helping them and have them make their own mistakes and not help them get out of it? HELP ME PLEASE!
so..anyways..i have a b.f but i really dont know him...but thres this other guys that ive been in love with for like mONTHS! and i just cant tell him...cus its nt right..and i KNOW i cant get him ... just cus..well..i..nvm.. anyways...summers coming! i REALLY hope this summer is as AWSOME as last summer! i really hope i get a b.f to share it with...haha alright well uve read enough of my complaing for one day//SO PLEASE COMMNT!!!
<33-ME
( JustDoIt )
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[15 Apr 2005|04:49pm] |
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HEYYY..OK SO SARA IS NOW OFFICALLY 14!!! WOOP WOOP!!! SO I WENT TO HER HOUSE AND WE TOOK LOTS OF PICS!!!
( my 14 YR OLD babAH )
AND THESE ARE SOME PICS FROM STEFFA HOUSE LAST SATURDAY!!! I ♥ U GUYS!!!

( Read more... ) coMmEnTt!!!
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[12 Apr 2005|04:33pm] |
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hey guys!!! well i havent updated for awhile so i figured i should...ok soo...lets do a quick recap of wats been going on...
last wednesday..we found out max taubman passed away...WHTNEY IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U BABE AS U KNOW!!! I LOVE U AD UR FAMILY SOOOOO MUCH AND ID DO ANYTHING FOR YA!!!! friday went to the funeral..my first funeral..VERY SAD saturday had godlen from 9:30-lke 4:50~performed at the festival thing slept at steffs sunday had rehersal from 10-2 then went to mallorys house w/ steff and then dylan and other peeps came over..and then went to elco to work on peter pan monday nothing today whitney pickedme up from skool and we went to cold stone and now we r at whits..minion(?) services tonight tomorrow ELLAS BDAY!! I LOVE U SOO MUCH BFFWBCTTELUG only going to skool for 1st period..then hanging withher all day and then im going to AMERICAN IDOL with whitney tony and my mom!!! so ya!! and i know wat im doing the rest of the week but ill type it later!!! hehe ok well pics will be posted x0x0x
haha..sorry for this boring entry..but comment anyways
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[02 Apr 2005|12:45am] |
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hey guyss...i havent updated for awhile...ive been super busy and my comp. crashed...anywho...i just wannaa dedicate this entry to my lil girlie!!! lol *STEFF IS GROWING UP!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!!! SHES A WOMAN NOW!!!* haha ok here are some pics...
( some old some new )
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[23 Mar 2005|07:11pm] |
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ugh...yesterday was JUST wat i needed!!! i missed my golden peeps sooo bad and i miss hanging with them!!.. wat i loveee... *going to disneyland with whit jackie amber chad and the pitillos *getting DRENCHED by the rain and still laughing and skipping *driving in the car with jackie and chad for 3 hours talking about wat we wanna be when we gro up and playing 20 questions *going to whits with everyone and eat pizza and snuggle and watch billy madison!
ugh!!! i just love u guys!!! thanx!!!<33
p.s....I MISS U SARA!!!! I LOVE UUUU!!!!!! X0X0X0X0X
PPS..I GOT MY HAIR CUTT!!!
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[19 Mar 2005|02:37am] |
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slept over at Steffs...with sara...
yes we had fun...
PICTURES ( H2 )
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